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Oct. 17th, 2008

  • 11:37 PM
Shattered Heart.
I'm not on livejournal anymore hahahhahahahahahah.
Try to find me(:
Bye bye.

Goodbye.

  • Sep. 21st, 2008 at 2:23 PM
Shattered Heart.
And i wonder what i'm here for.
 
 
Goodbye LJ.
I don't need me anymore.
Goodbye World.

Sep. 18th, 2008

  • 9:35 PM
Shattered Heart.


hahahah i just had to put this.
Enjoy :D

Sep. 17th, 2008

  • 4:06 PM
Shattered Heart.
Taking a break from my science revision. Sigh it seems that i've got a decent grasp on Physics but not Chem -.- jialat. Anyway i forgot to mention this yesterday but....There was this fucking annoying school boy from one of the neighborhood schools in Bishan blasting music on the bus. AND THE BEST PART IS, HE WAS BLASTING SKYWAY AVENUE BY WE THE KINGS! Wah i tell you, its a fucking disgrace to the band. Fucking disgrace i tell you. I literally wanted to bang his face into the window. It's people like that who give music a bad name -.-

Why can't underground music STAY underground.

Sep. 16th, 2008

  • 10:38 PM
Shattered Heart.
I.Fucking.Need.Motivation.To.Study.

Urgh.

Remembering Sunday.

  • Sep. 15th, 2008 at 7:30 PM
Shattered Heart.

Today was spent in the vicinity of East Coast to get my haircut and lepaking with Bisma. Yea i know its hella far from where i stay but the beach was just fucking awesome hahah. I mean the wind and all. The sheer silence of it all just made everything seem...like there is a path we have to follow and that we're not wanderers.

A friend told me this,
the shore is like where we are, the islands ahead are our dreams, and the waves are the people whom are there to veer us off course.
Our dreams are easily attainable, but the waves are strong and unforgiving.
In order to surpass the waves and reach our dreams, we have to learn to swim and be brave enough to dare.

Be strong for we will surpass the storm.
 

Beyond The Face.

  • Sep. 14th, 2008 at 10:53 PM
Shattered Heart.
Today was abnormally retarded which resulted in lots of randomness and fun haha. Anyway my mind's in conflict cause i want my flower picture plus marks & spencer sweets :D (Nah just kidding but i DO want my stuff) Skipping school tomorrow to cut my hair HAHAHAHAH. I'm godly.

Orion.

  • Sep. 14th, 2008 at 12:24 AM
Shattered Heart.
Back from Listen to the salad days @ *scape and it was fuggin awesome. My 5 bucks was fucking worth it hahah. THANKS VEEK FOR DRAGGING ME ALONG :D Anyway now Fire Away Samson, Trella, Postbox and Amateur Takes Control are added to the bands which i must see in addition to The Fire Fight, AVA and Caracal haha. Very tired now. Bye.

Sep. 11th, 2008

  • 5:03 PM
Shattered Heart.
Kay long time no see/hear. It's been roughly a week since i last posted so yea haha. Today marked the end of my prelims and boy was it fuggin easy, as in today's paper (DNT). And it's amazing cause i didn't really study...so yea haahah. Anyway been checking up prices of DSLR's and stuff like that and i must say, i'm really considering getting a
Nikon D40x


OR

Canon Eoses 40D

I personally find Nikon's one more sexy XD

On another note, just downloaded the new Google Chrome and the verdict is....its fucking schweet. Makes Firefox look a little noobier. But i still prefer FF as it has skins and stuff. SO, if they make skins for GC, it'll be awesome shitz hahah. Thing about the GC is that it has this seperate browser named "incognito" and its the same as all browsers EXCEPT that it doesn't keep cookies and stuff and doesn't appear in the main GC history, so it means that all the porn or whatever you don't want people to see are gone :D Cool i tell you. Go try it! 

/Edit/
It seems that i'm going back to FF. Because my GC is kinda lagging on me =/ damnit man sigh. Maybe its just either my com or the programme as its still in its beta stages. OHwell =/

Random much.

  • Sep. 4th, 2008 at 9:00 PM
Shattered Heart.

So, Lazylenny, your LiveJournal reveals...


 

You are... 33% unique (blame, for example, your interest in emo-related stuff) and 33% herdlike (partly because you, like everyone else, enjoy music). When it comes to friends you are normal. In terms of the way you relate to people, you believe in give and take. Your writing style (based on a recent public entry) is intellectual.

Your overall weirdness is: 41

(The average level of weirdness is: 28.
You are weirder than 81% of other LJers.)

Find out what your weirdness level is!

Offshore Rivers.

  • Sep. 3rd, 2008 at 9:07 AM
Shattered Heart.
Social Studies is in 5 hours time and i'm really really not prepared ): Didn't have that great of a sleep either. Kept having recurring nightmares of me screwing up my SS paper today): ): I'm feeling really, least to say, fucked up now): I blame myself cause i kept procrastinating >.< and if i cock up, its my fault. Gah ohwell. Better try to squeeze in what i can from now till 12 >.<

Pray for me oh sweet mother of god
and all the saints whose trumpets gleam


Let It Pass.

  • Aug. 30th, 2008 at 11:50 PM
Shattered Heart.

And they said, let bygones be bygones.

And it was done.


THANK YOU ALL FOR TODAY. I LOVE YOU ALL(:

Persistant Bitch.

  • Aug. 27th, 2008 at 7:28 PM
Shattered Heart.
Sigh.

Okay let me get this straight. What did i do to you you jervis kang faggot -.- Why are you still gossiping about me, are you persistant on like getting all the girls to like you? Are you like some girlwhore? Do you need all of them to be around your finger and hands like rings and bracelets? If this is a case of jealousy, learn to handle it the age you are and not the way girls do. I mean what's up with your childish behaviour. And your in SJI somemore, whatever did the school teach you? To be a backstabbing bitch? To show your dislike for people the way girls do? All i can say is, you've got no life. Your honestly just, a pile of shit. Ha Ha Ha in your face, loser(:

The Rain's A Nice Place To Hold Hands.

  • Aug. 26th, 2008 at 7:47 PM
Shattered Heart.
Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay.

Anyway, i've been studying and i realise i don't know alot of shit ha. Ohwell, mug mug lenny!
Awesome week ahead for me i must say:
Thursday - Heh:D
Friday - Heh:D also and BAYBEATS! at night later with Eugene.
HELLL YEAAAAAAAAAAAH.
Saturday - BAYBEATS! again hahahah and others
Sunday - BAYBEATS! again MUHAHHA

And that's about it woot.
Prelims after that though ><
And again the word constantly flows in my mind
the word mugging.

Congratulations, I Fucking Hate you.

  • Aug. 23rd, 2008 at 10:10 PM
Shattered Heart.
I've tried holding it, i've really tried but no. I can't. Well here goes nothing. God must hate me.
FUCK YOU JERVIS KANG. Fucking insignificant worm.
What the fuck is your fucking problem seriously. No, tell me honestly, what the fuck do you detest about me so much. Telling people that i flirt and touch them. WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR FUCKING PROBLEM. Stupid motherfucking tard. If you fucking have a problem with me, just come say it in my face you infectious bastard, and not going around telling lies and gossiping about me like some high school girl in the bitch club. What the fucking hell is with you trying to act like the innocent puppy you scheming faggot. Trying to act like you concerned when you just want all the fucking girls to like you. If your so good at gossiping, why not say it in my face, or wait your just too pussy to say it, am i right? Seriously i'm sorry ya know, that it had to come down to this, but it had too. Because you couldn't voice out your fucking opinions to my face. Even though i hate you fucking much, do you see me spreading shit which isn't true to you? NO I DON'T RIGHT. That's the difference between you and i. I hope you burn bitch.

/edit/
And now i realise you're ALL pretentious bastards. Bitching about me, are ya'll girls or guys? And to think i called you friends, good one's at that too. Never talk to me ever again. Bastards.
Stupid bitches, I hope your self-importance explodes in your face and kills you one day, because I've met decomposed bodies who are less offensive than your hideous faces are. Nobody's as dumb as ya'll look, pugnacious brats. What the hell did I do this time? I hope you screw all yourself over with your bloody righteousness. Oh, and while you're at it, do free your brains from its constipation and stop the perpetual flow of diarrhoea from your fucking fat mouths.
quoted from nathat
/edit/

/edit2/
And now my family's being a fucking bitch too. Fuck all of this really. Fucking fuck everything. I hate everything. God must surely hate me now. Fuck this bullshit of a earth you created. Fuck this "gifts" of people whom you call friends. Everything's fucking bullshit.

Random thingy.

  • Aug. 23rd, 2008 at 12:00 PM
Shattered Heart.

Do this!

leave an anonymous comment with:

1) one secret
2) one compliment
3) one non-compliment
4) one love note, but it does not have to be for me
5) lyrics to a song
6) how old you are
7) how long we've been friends
8) a hint to who you are
9) after you have done this, you can choose to post this on your LJ/XANGA or whatever blog you have.


Fire away hahah. I'm bored

What Is Love.

  • Aug. 22nd, 2008 at 10:04 PM
Shattered Heart.
School was boring shits today. Hahahah anyway i had fun after school(:
Wouldn't mind doing it again. heh :D

Folding Stars.

  • Aug. 21st, 2008 at 4:31 PM
Shattered Heart.
This (part of the post) is for ESTHER MICHELLE SIM CAUSE SHE ASKED FOR IT.
Now quit bugging me for it you sad stoner haha, AND GOODLUCK FOR THIS SATURDAY'S SESSION. And stop thinking so much.


Anyway today was a really really contemplative day, well for me at least. After hearing what my english teacher said, it just suddenly hit me that,
"Hey i don't have a bloody clue about what i want to do in life."
and i felt really really stoned to say(?) I mean if you ask  me what i would want to do now i would say that i obviously say that i have no clue but i do know that i don't wanna be stuck in the monotonous society of singapore. I mean comeon, who in his right friggin mind would want to be stuck in a 4 by 4 cubicle doing paperwork for the rest of their damn lives till retirement. I mean its like being a freakin rat. I've seen people who come back from work and they look damn sianed and you can tell they hate their job, but they've got no choice cause it brings the money home. Every morning you take the subway with other people who are like zombies and you catch a glimpse of yourself in the mirror and you go,
"God i look like fuck. How'd my life turn to this."
Kay i realise i'm bullshitting but all i'm trying to say is, i don't want to be stuck to a boring job which requires me to be stuck in 1 place. I wanna move around, enjoy every minute of my life. Most likely be a photographer, musician, something not related to a desk job.
I want to breathe.

On a lighter note, school was very sianed hahah. And i love after school hours(:

There's A Class For This.

  • Aug. 19th, 2008 at 10:49 PM
Shattered Heart.
Prelims kill your mood to do anything -.- Honest. Hi all. Yesterday was english prelims and it was okay, except that the paper was cheemcore and stuff..but yea. School's getting progressively more boring every passing day. I'm supposed to be studying but....where's the motivation yo. Anyway i like my weekends and its gonna be random shit now.
Beware the Jubjub Bird and Shun the Frumious Bandersnatch.
muhahahah.

Make A Move.

  • Aug. 14th, 2008 at 11:09 PM
Shattered Heart.
So today has been another day of being out of home. Woke up at 7 plus this morning -.- Had no damn idea why either hahah. Guess i couldn't sleep. Kay anyway used my computer for about 3 hours till Justin called me and was like, "eh what time are we meeting arh? Eugene said 11. But i can't contact him." So i went oh and tried to call Eugene. Bloody hell that fella slept like a log i swear -.- Met Justin and Dexter at city hall before walking around aimlessly at Raffles waiting for Eugene, Sherman and Matthias. Had BK for lunch then headed to the national library to try and find a spot to study but alas, all the places were full. Bummer. Walked around and some weird dude came to us and started talking to us about music, guitars etc etc. Was interesting but damn weird lol. Headed to macs and studied for awhile before Eugene left. Sherman, Justin and myself went to bras basah to walk and check guitarsss. Was fasicnated by this black color SG. Walked for quite a bit before they headed off and i went to the national library with Dexter who came like 5 mins after he said he was going home lol. Borrowed a book and headed home. On the way decided to stop by church for like some quiet time, and because Mel "PERSUADED" me to go because she was going(: didn't want to go for mass but went and i feel happy about it lol. Tomorrow i have SS and i only have a vague idea of all the skills and such. Lord help me -.-

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